Performance Documentation

Many years ago, my old friend and collaborative partner David London said that he considers every performance to be an offering—to the audience, to the world, to oneself, to all of those. I took this to heart, making it part of the root of my own performance practice. Interpreting the category “performance” expansively, I have increasingly been broadening my poetics delivery modes into areas of silent performance, overlapping with practices like site visits and site-specific installation. Bringing my body into direct relation with place and object, especially through movement in and engagement of ecosystems and human-impacted species/settings, I am better able to unify the effects of my work through poetic interventions that go beyond the traditional poetry reading. Though there may be no human audience for these performances at the time of their enactment, the goal is to leave traces—perceptible or not—of the poem and/or the poet for other beings (birds, insects) or for processes (weathering, molecular dispersal). If I can prompt less human-centric answers to the question, “Who is poetry for?”, I am satisfied.

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SITE VISITS

SITE INTERVENTION 1

SITE INTERVENTION 2

OLDER AND MISCELLANEOUS PERFORMANCES

Absinthe & Zygote: “Talking Back” (Chicago, October 11, 2014)

During the 2010s I participated frequently in the Absinthe & Zygote performance series, organized by Alix Anne Shaw and Toby Altman. Here I present materials related to “Talking Back,” an event guest-co-curated by Ira Murfin, engaging the talk performances of David Antin. Various means were used to document and reflect on the event, which blurred the lines between audience and performer in a way I have always found enriching and important. Here are some texts, images and audio elements to partially record and evoke the event. My own words, from the transcript and audio, involve engagement with the phrase “the noise of time.” These center on my correspondence with Peter Galvin, better known as Frostpaw, “The Polar Bear of Wall Street” during the Occupy movement, who was a feature in a poem cycle of mine. The audio clip is more involved. (Do not be alarmed: this performance event took place before my voice changed, and the audio reflects this.)

“Talking Back” Transcription 1

Good evening.

Good evening. Welcome to Absinthe and Zygote #19 Talking Back

Tonight’s performance is going to be a response to the work of David Antin.

 Absinthe and Zygote is a semi-regular series

Poetry readings

 Improvised

 Involving 10 performers at once

 Ira Murfin who co-curated tonight’s event

 Talking about David Antin

 And then we’ll proceed to talk about

 A few short rules

 Thank you to everybody

Perform and transcribe.

 Without knowing that you were going to that

 David Antin, who is the inspiration behind this event,

 David Antin is a performer, critic,

Prprimary practice is a talk-based poetic.

 He emerged in the experimental poetry scene in the lower east side in the 1960s

 California, where he took a job as an art professor

 He and his wife Eleanor Antin

 Moved to San Diego

 Began his practice of talk poetry

 Gets asked to speak somewhere usually in an institutional setting

 Arrives without a prepared talk

 An idea

 Related to the setting or the location in which he’s performing

 Speaks extemporaneously

Recorded on an audio tape

 Edited by Antin, eventually published and circulate in art journals, poetry journals and four or five book-length collections

 Circulate as text

 These talk poems in their text form employ idiosyncratic typographic layout

 Written in this word document on the wall

 Resembles neither

 He actually for the most part doesn’t use any capitalization or punctuation

 Patterns of speech in performance, grouping phrasing

 Reject pushback against the conventions of print

 Seem to be and in large part are documents of his talks

 Trying to adhere closely to what happened in time space

 Antin rewrites employing this same format

 Process of revision

 Represents speech on the page that never in fact happened in the space

 Antin emerged in a context in New York on the Lower East Side that had this performance consciousness

 Charles Olsen

 Bop prosody

 Jackson Mac Low

 Choral participatory poetry

 Jerome Rothenberg

 Umbra magazine

 Vernacular speech on the page

 Black Arts Movement

 Concern with morality, speech, talk as moment

 Pushes category by making oral performance generative source rather than realization

 Text that looks like speech

 Speaks things that end up as text

 Paradoxically, Antin’s work, very relatable, very personal goes through a linear thought proces. In some ways, his approach to composing poetry is more experimental, but the poetry is more acecssible or more understandable to somebody who happens upon it.

 So after Toby had encountered some of the writing that I’ve been doing about Antin,

 Co-curating this event with Alix and himself

 Antin’s process and performance technique engaging this talk format

 Thinking about the material conditions surrounding Antin that allow him to do this work white man with reputation and institutional support

 Contemporary art world

 Academic

 Monologic delivery

 Edited texts appear – any other activity, sound, interaction is filtered out, unless Antin hails it in his talk piece

 Reduces down to one figure

 Devised this format that we thought might celebrate the qualities of Antin’s poetics and expand its possible applications

 Diversify numbers and types of speakers

 Everyone can see what everyone is doing

 Also we’re including the entextualiztion process

including transcription

 Sound recorders around the space

Record sound yourself

 Subjectively representing talk as text

 Into the event itself

 Just like the talk poems, can only be partial documents of what happens

Particular place in this room heard at a particular moment

 Single document

 Digital chapbook

 Extend this event

 These 10 brave poet performers who’ve signed up

 We’ve randomly assigned them each a title taken from an Antin talk poem

 It could go anywhere at all

 Explain the structure

 This performance is a corrective to Antin – one white guy who stands up and talks about his ideas

 Invite audience to join in performance

 Interact with performers, take over and perform, you’re welcome to do that. A performer might ask you to participate. You’re free to decline or accept

 CAN’T SILENCE ANYONE ELSE

 We encourage folks to move around the space

Multiple forms of documentation

 We’d like to have two people volunteer for these two stations

 Write what they hear

 Documentation of this performance will be incorporated into some

 Emmy Bean,

Accocplaksdn /asldkfj sldfk asodfh sPDkf as;ldkf lsdfkjsdlfj s;lkdf s

F s’dlkf lksjf aljskdf; s

 Toby, did you want to talk a little bit about rules?

 If you want to transcribe, feel free to come up and tag somebody out?

 Does anyone want to volunteer to start?

 Sure.

 All right. And we are encouraging you to get up and move around the space, go from performer to performer, listen and speak.

 So

 Hi.

 What am I doing here? Is the topic that I was given and a question that I was asking myself all week in anticipation of being here

 That’s really a challenge

 What do we do with time that’s lower

 Hey, if anybody wants to talk about

 Many opportunities

 Kinds of keep going. And I would

 Keep

 Phone or Twitter, Facebook

 Self. Invent any facts you’d like

 Does that mean how did I get here as a human being, how did I come to be? Or how did I

 I keep a regular Twitter, I think online

 Let me waste your time a little bit, shall we?

 Audience

Perform

Writers, we often perform our work, but we write it down first.

Beer, would you like one?

 When you ask to stand up and you talk about what you’re thinking. That’s something that you do really regularly. All the time. And you’re actually asked to do that, it adds this level of anxiety that I’ve been – thank you for asking.

Now that I’m here in a different space,

 Not even

 Wandering into this space where here I am

 The text and after the

 These correspondingly invent a question

 What does it mean to be on to somebody who’s also on to yoU?

 How can that be possible with time? My personal time and that’s the coolest thing about whales, because they might exist in a completely different way.

 Their own personal sense of time is off They’re

Wawhales. But then they’re slows you down when you try to move at a regular pace through water

 It’s harder to be in the future in water

Than it is to move

 I’m sorry that we got here too early.

 As

 Here

 Brain

 Yes

 Eyesight

 SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I mean, that’s like –

Been

Oh good.

I

 Bye.

 Well, I feel really – I would like to have a

 Shout it

 Grass.

Hahahah

 Fact trees is

 Heheheh

 Okay, so I think the abstract of the question is

 I have like stood out anyway I know that is the thing

 Lose in for a white

 Trollbit

 When I Maybe nor did major trees owls and is a concern. It is a concern. I’ve been telling people I have somedays

 Maybe

 Are you allowed to be talked to when you’re transcribing?

 I like

I never would have thought of doing that

 Am I supposed to ask you a question?

 That’s your question, I guess. You may. This was recycled from another performance. I was asked to be an instigator. It’s the lazy woman’s performance gesture.

That’s so true.  

It’s so nice to show up and be told what to do.

 My friend had a talk where she wanted to hear feedback about her book. And I did this while we all talked. And I loved it.

 I forget about your wonderful typing skills.

 I had a dream that I was skydiving with the clowns.

 It was great.

 That’s so good.

That’s like something we would all do. And they were kinda juggling in the air.

 I’m going in January.

 And Dave is coming.

 I’m going to Cuba in December.

Oy. What do you do for that?

You get sick and it hurts and you get over it. It’s not Ebola, so I guess it’s okay.

It’s like hyper-reality. Thinking and doing at the same time. A little bit. It’s interesting because it replicates the process in my head where I’m typing in my head sometimes.

 I like it. But it’s physically hard.

 There should definitely be more performances where I just get to drink beer and talk and hang out with my friends.

 So I think I’ve got this poetry thing all wrong.

 From here on out. Last night I went to U Chicago to see Clare Coolidge. So clark is a collaborator of Bernadette’s and a good friend of hers. He does a lot of stream of consciousness poetry, but he’s doing a lot of list poems. Santa Claus should stop giving away things for free.

Your’e kind of vetted. We started chatting and shooting the shit. All pretense went down. OH, you’re one of Bernadette’s collaborators.


What did you tihnk of the list poem? I didn’t know that’s what you do.

I think I’m just trying to figure out the list poems, I just keep writing them.

I was thinking he’s probably gotta be in his mid-sixties.

I’m trying to figure something out.

It made me feel really good. I’m in the right field. Look at the longevity. I only heard a little.

I think she. Toby with a y. Which confused me.

He asked me about endangered nouns.

 Capitalism?

Old words that might die.

Like

 Howdy Doody

 That’s not a noun

 Old-timey

 What’s something we don’t – calculator. Calculator. I think it’s kind of endangered.

Or what’s another tool math tool, abacus. Abacus.

Hahahahaha

I don’t think

To teach children.

 Hi Jeff.

 Well, now I’m stymied.

 One of you sits here. I’m going to lock the door.

Performative. Focused in your body. Performance to emphasize the use of

With one other person

With two person

It was good up man

No one authorized it

And uh

How do you teach

The history

Of

 I always find

They never tried

That before

Everything always sent to prison

Hated and moved to china

 (laughter)

 i got stuck by a chord

move around some more

shoes off

or take shoes off

 i ended up

any motion

for three more minutes

in tucson i was in traffic

 business

BUSINESS

 What was that thing again?

It was fun

It was fantastic

Oh no no no no

The answer it was

I could definitely do

Yes

The performer it was about

The name of the store

Was writing about

 It’s a really real procedure

I don’t know

Only forty

Language in better ways

So

Is anyone

Me neither 

Think in

Listen people

Ask a question

Yeah no i

Mean

Rosemary

I’d say it’s hygenic

The first part was necessary

I force my students were grading it

So the original was like this

Actually in front of it

Modesto

Taking the house

Two girls

A decade later

Under a mountain

My sister grew a seed

You have to understand some linguistics

My sister went sailing

Can i do something without comment?

Made out of

Made out of

Words that

Happen

OK

 Do you know what flavor

By a chair

The original right place

 Every single move

Someone  Loses

You have to admit what was the best

They were teaching something

Watching policy breakdown

Challenge to cut off

These things

 Among strangers So um my topic is is this the right place

So uh you take me to the right place by my outfit What is the right place it’s ok so so um objective you um mirror report toby gave it and sometimes i’m assured i’m in place next season i died i knew all the secrets coming out with honors they rolled it’s happened to me twice in front of me mystic knowledge total bunk but it was good too i hope that i did rememeber that i did dream going back to

Experiencing death as a life curse

Direcct experience

Obliquely

Context of that

Putrescence of casseroles

Feel its inevitability

We still feel it

Feel it

 Oh no~  I’m gonna move around a little bit

UUUUM  I can type I can not GO BACK

 No she’s in the chair there   I don’t even know anybody I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know              Gotta love this    It’s actually saying   

He has a          ha ha   It’s good I really enjoy it.   Yeah it’s good it’s a vacation but other than that                       Yeah                Playing with my days off and then        Warms            I Ordered                     Landlines!

OHH.  I’m gonna do a really famous one.   It would be so great to get a

Has been directing by

 

And she just started BAWLING        Umm  was this the right place for it?  OK hi.  Nice to meet you       I need a drink              Was her teacher involved in this?   Ever since and then          when I was in Canada Cars     all        in this It’s like a little box                 Yeah sooo   I did.   Reall nice  walking to the ktichen.  Find a way to talk to the kitchen                     So my hands in this little like             Craters like an army hole                   Pain                 And you like aaaah                 so like she’s    So they have on e of those      What does it mean?   I never I never went back            I I’m too   I like your test card            I know it’s exciting.   Right I know I remember                    I  love the smell of matches                            NO no Yeah    Hey     Oh hyeah                     Why aren’t you ewritiing down what I’m saying right now.  I’m just like knid of like curious about peoiple’s reactions to people’s observations about what is going on right now. OI’m assuming that peopleare talking about what people were ecxpecting to talk about tand then people were talking about project runway and that was like an awesome 20 minutes therear you hearing what other poeplearte saying right now or am I block ing what other poepler are saying I don’t hear any words.  I don’t hear words.  I mean I seee people taklminga I can kind of hear what peopelr are sayingb ut what does talking sound like when you can’t hear the wordS?  

 

Put me in the right space the right place                    Occasionally involved with feelings  Please this is performance art             She was like                like I alwauy like        Like     And then she texts like           I mean like                  You have to    The numbers of my childhood friensds because those are the numbers that I used      I’m the jerk                            

How many people have asked why they have so many creamers?  

 

Do I make people stand by you?  No, but yo ucould make people.  I never thought of that.            I was transcribing over therea and there were times that were very hard to hear but it seems like you’re getting a lot of material.   AHHHHHH   I’m gonna make like

What’s that?   (shadow puppets)

 

IT’s only boring as a like thing.  It’s not really boring          Like the last    the last             Hey, NO explanation necessary that’s a little breepy.  Well I asked him in the car.  I opened that chips       I don’trecycle shit man           This man is cold!  This man doesn’t rcycle anything Yeah yeah take care          Something like sort of like    GAA                 Something like this AHHH    Everybody’s reycling now but I bet they don’t          the recycling plant.  Hey Mike                

Thank you guys all for coming and

Not all what we expected

You nned my name or like     Um well I believe that dance and potery are similar to each other both of them are an expression of  or an interpretation of epression you’re tlkaing you’re writing words and through dance you’re interpreting what you feel you’re expressing what inside of you              They are both deep expressions.  I had to take the poem and internalize it as if I was dancing and that’ how I was able to understand what the poem meant and what the poet was feeling when they wrote it  

“Talking Back” Transcription 2

 

Welcome to Absinthe & Zygote : Talking Back 

tonight's performance is a response and experiment,

inspired by the work of David Antin

 

 

so of course i go t what it means to be     avant garede

 but of course the crazy thing about being avant gard avant

 your gard  

so i can't forget the facts there

 what do we do with time that's below our feet I 'd like to tell a story

time in this place  k   the noise of time    trying very ahrd to be in this moment here

umh umh kall right now so apart of them is constantly

 reaching forward    this time this pretty soon this starts to loop back on me 

 

but i'm putting those words under my feet  to really effect to be  ahead of onself

 when we were coming here I was early i was worried worried about being  

too late what haflf an hour a goo dmodel of democracy

 and th didffeernce matter and then  and then I can't tell

no

david antin

 laying down the history what im thinking isn't; valuable and also

what do i add TO the present moment

antine antin actual narrative reconcile you know what you know what  

since i was eleven year old i have been to somewher ebetween twenty scientists happy

 and talk about what death is what isn't

 abstract

 way ahead or way behind

 of it's time

 i think your familiar with

 pssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

 and then the time of performance dust

time time time traces of evenings

 would you be willing to make a record fo my story great

 what do i do

 you're doing it right

 do you know about david antin le tme see

 and no wi'm encoutering everybody times i feel like i need to extrapolate upon the invention

of factory art

i don't feel very poetic right now

 

i feel like i am writing an essay baout the invention of fact

 the invention of fact oproblem came from my mother my mother invented the fact 

or fiction or is it a fact            it depends        i don't whether my mother would have

             invented a fact... What do you do to invent a fact? something that is upported by                details? 

details details details               after a fact is supported by another detail tahn you can call it fact 

except the people on the other side of the room        

 might think we invetned it                  do i speak normally about inventing the dfacts

 a friend of mine maybe there are no facts maybe their just opinionsj    i agree hehehehe

 together in fact

 

triangle what are you doing that's very cultural

 these days

 hahahahahahahahahahah

 so in college

somehow

kind of there always are it's har dto say

they make money making these greetings!

angrier if that makes sense

i want everybody to talk louder

 grandmas ah i'm going to find a way to do

i always knew whatever that was

it's impossible to hear you

 our time is constantly overlapping with each other 

reality tiny little train clouds maybe it is 

maybe they have a hard time 

i'm going to come and speak directly right here

just speak so adam can hear that is a challenge

but interesting enough because i am extemporizing about he noise of time i believe this is actually quite  agood place for me to be situated which i believe is a cheap ass pun

 and i claim ir for myself and in the interest of transribing

let's see earler i was talking about trespassing in former brownfield areas

 and part of what i was doing there was sort of temporal changed

 and the artificial processes of enclosure which unintentionally created nature preserves for animal which we ouwwld never expext to see in an urban area and peter galvin

the guy in the polar bear suit contacted me the other days a little bit

 of temporal noise that interjected itself in this that's actually funny

 i didn't really expect that that's really cool

 i think that's really what poetry is it interjected itself

 my poems definitelly do make noise

the life of a poet the actual work is about being about being disturbed by that noise

 the noise of the poem that collects itself around you or comes from within 

if you'r like me an dd ===use about quirky little techniques that connect things together 

find

 i mean found poetry is its own thing and of course noise poetry is it's own thing too

 which i'm less consious of

 and actually its a cliche and a you can t see my finger quotes you can't i'm doing these 

dumb finger quotes

 CAn i ask you a qwuestion abotu the noise of time and it's relationship to bravery?

as a performer at this moment what's interesting is that i didn't feel an fear or nervousness going 

into this, because i feel liek that's where i live i live in the noise of time      and as a performer      and as a poet that's where       my poetry lives            that's    huh      that' sa fascinating question

so        like      the bravery that i have to manifesdt

that's a really interesting question

a part of what youre saying related to the way you talk about noise because i was really taken with the polar bear poem bevause its really brave to be in a polar bear suit 

so i was thinking about bears  and also about bravery           and also what its relation is    to noise           because it takes a certain amount of bravery to make noise

 

human encroachment that's a whole other kind of noise

he died alone in his house and his funeral was

i think i'll get another beer

enjoy the noise

at this funeral

haha

 

the pastor at the funeral home was saying something

he was always saying something

he said when he first met my uncle he went up to him and said glasses

it was a very strange feeling

it was like a funeral for elderlyness again

but i think that was only because of the way he lived his life

all the time not just sometimes

when i was a little kid my sister and i

it was a conundrum

that was something about life that I remember

he talked about how it he wasn't a good father in law

his son hated him

and he was a bad man

i'm really enjoying it i hope that's okay

and after I tried to change the paragraph

i just need to remember not to spill things on myself

so many of my workshirts i've just coughed on

i did i did

 

 

this is a house for snow men

my nose itches

it could be any kind of it could just be

listen if I want to have sex with someone

but love is love

can you spread this message

i'm going to sell underwear

well it's in the brunch

i gotcha

it's a cute song

but it's totally not as serious as it sounds

will you repeat in my ears

what i say in your ears

death is only death

but love is love

please spead this message

in my mind as a child

 

is this going well i can't tell

i think so

 

the major question is where I start

she starts skipping school and doing drugs

she disappeared for weeks

one time her guidance counselr stopped her

i m going to talk to you about your outstanding absences

she said they are pretty outstanding aren't they

she finally dropped out of high school

how's it going over here in the transcription station

have you observed how quickly it turned into a conversation

yeah i was surprised by that

i didn't expect the speakers to give up the effort to speak continuously

the way everybody interpreted this was to keep talking

but its actually very different because you're not on stage

it does turn everyone else into david antin's

when you speak you have to keep speaking

 

people had this inclination to help

you're bravely talking and you need an audience

i'm glad you set up the transcription machines

that was inspired by the next objectivists

which was inspired by antin

 

i feel like it's going to calm back down and it will become a collective improv

it's like two circles and the rest are basically cocktail party groups

if it's true what you say, that silence reemerges that could be really interesting

that could be a project for the two of you, to encourage silence to reemerge

 

i guess ira's really into antin

ya he's writing a dissertation on antin, but specifically his transcription practice

this is also a very doctored transcription but it's doctored because of the conditions of performance

 

here's our plan

we're going to encourage people to start sitting back down and become the audience again

what do you think about that

i've already given my card up

so you're done

i'm out of it

but i've transformed into an audience member

i could transcribe actually

actually i'd be curious how that works

 

how long has this been going on

at least a half hour

 

wanna break

sure

elimination as a process where theyre about to eliminate something

make us decide

attitudes

i'm better than anybody else

why am i in this position

shes' actually saying this

an then eveyone else is saying it

 

just the

as i did, but

what did people do to check it

angry about anything that's happening

why didn't the other women have a right to their anger

you can't kind of contain your sadness, your anger

no matter what happens, we're supposed to be able to

emotions constantly, acting well all the time

we sll kind of like

sure

*laughter*

i've been talking a lot today, so i think i'm more into listening

sure

so i still haven't gotten to the end of the story which is that this woman

and she did it with such grace

she won, she was so happy

as soon as she got backstage she just broke down

"that was horrible!"

it was so unexpected

she did everything right

and then she just had this like really traumatic...and being backstage is still recorded!

i guess it makes you think about how many

 

louder laugh

so both of them had these kind of like immense breakdowns

it's not like you really wanna win or lose

one thing i'm sure of

cyborg!

 

 

8

noise of windows opening

i like the idea that

that's actually why

i feel like

a very scary thing but how the worst part about it is that i'm aftraig well make us more scared of each other

one of those things that kind of just reflects

you know what i mean its kind of like

you get to be so glamorous, you get to be on top even if just for a momet

it's true!

no, no!  ha ha

heyyyyyy

it's meant to be...

the full giraffe form...

the fallen giraffe...all like

just like the meaning of it

memory, to be

chocolate!

so the original right place for this would have been hidden valley camp-

okay so the  colors of the technicolor dreamcoat are

and silver and lemon and russet and ochre and grey

is this the right place

so um the in the right place

orientation

i think over there

or sit in, yeah

okay

so my feelings about

 

are really

i'm very

 

i think there's actually

nothing true

i like it

and goood

man gmc

ohhhh

insane story line

the whole crew

offends my very establishment

that in case

 

shy cells

showing up suspensful

i would imagine it

i love

nothing serious

that why don't we just have a conversation

my ears i heard

news alright let me help you out

yes that's it

what's with that

it's really hard to hear english

in this cacopahny isn't it

            it's a skill

nice to meet you

hey guys

hahahahahah

hey guys

in and out

woooo such

a sad puppy dog

i feel like  i need to duck to get out

 

what i hear in your ears

  

talking back to talking back

jay besemer

 

finally played back my recording from the “talking back” performance             almost a week afterwards                i found it was much more legible than i expected             the recording as well as the event               i guess            so i don’t have a full sense of the experience yet like a summary analysis interpretation      still hard to put it together in memory even                      the recording helped                   as i heard the audio i was reminded of the sequence of speech-acts i made       the sequence of space-time coordinates i occupied  x          y          z coordinates             the interruption of my narrative                 so called            into others’                the way i kind of invaded adrienne’s           sorry              i feel sheepish about that                 and the little sort of sparring theory-head thing with gene                 we have always done that                well                 toward the end i was so tired i surrendered  much more to the audience                  stopped being the wandering declaimer                became           i wonder what tristan tzara would have done with this performance       i became more of a mote milling about trying to absorb and learn     learn isn’t quite right            not wrong either                  

 

 

 

i didn’t know what to expect beforehand                 i sort of minimally prepared by making a sheet of favorite phrases plucked from antin’s performance of the same name as my topic   i had thought to carry it with me and refer to it as a sort of prompt if i got stuck                    didn’t do that at all                of course                    i know enough by now about my public performance shtick to know that i never stick to the script          such as it is                i had no particular goals except to show up and respond to what was around me       and not blow out my voice if possible                     well     i say show up and respond   but it turned out i seemed more comfortable shrugging into the jacket of authority antin-style                 not so much what i expected to do as maybe what i felt was expected of me

by whom though                                             still so poisoned by teaching college

 

the audience was so keen i was delighted

 

 

one of my favorite and most vulnerable moments was the period of time i spent flat on my back performing on the floor for a cluster of young people  the cluster expanded as i spoke              i remember feeling like they were all about to make love to me                      or perform surgery    that kind of belly-up surrender               and how absurdly i continued talking with my hands as i always do              couldn’t see my own hands really                       just lying on my back flapping my hands for emphasis like a sea lion              my half-gloves for arthritis                       i think i was more solicitous of audience input from the floor because the vulnerable position made it hard for me to                      i guess hard to push                       i had to request       invite    i think a lot of them felt more comfortable approaching me afterwards               one guy from that group came to relieve me after i’d stopped performing and switched to transcribing

 

 

i knew the experience would be very physical for me                  everything is these days                   i was surprised to hear in one part of the recording early on that i seemed to be panting or shaking    don’t remember feeling that or doing that             catching my breath like that                 the idea that a performance can be physically challenging even if it isn’t dance or endurance-focused or athletic in the usual sense              i ended with a fragmentary breakdown of language in the presence of a great discussion about mathematical concepts               maxwell’s discussion of sizes of infinity                 how beautiful that my verbal language dissolved and the different language of mathematics was there to rest on

 

 

 

i loved the whole thing

it’s just the kind of experience i live on

 

THANK YOU


“The Sexual Practices of Popular Diacritical Marks”

In 2015 I performed a satirical piece in the form of a PowerPoint presentation summing up a fake research project purportedly combining linguistics with outdated anthropological research methods. This was part of the Meekling Press “Talks” series, in which participants gave short lectures on absurd or fictional topics—or in my case, absurdly fictional. I do not think there was a recording made of my talk, but I have converted the slides into a short video. Below the video I have a gallery of images of pages from my performance score, clarifying the slide content and my actions in performance. The physical (film) slides alluded to are not available.

VARIOUS PERFORMANCE TEXTS

Another part of my practice involves the creation of texts for performance. I have been interested in and a proponent of “poets theatre”—in any of its many iterations and interpretations—and have made many texts for that practice. Some have been published, giving them a public life whether or not they are actually performed (or performable). Other kinds of texts are perhaps better thought of as scores or recipes.

Below are some image versions of pieces I contributed to the performance journal Nerve Lantern, now no longer publishing. The first gallery presents a pair of very different performance texts and an account of a performance I gave at another Absinthe & Zygote event. The second gallery presents a number of short “event” scores published in “Dear Yoko”, a Yoko Ono tribute issue of Nerve Lantern, which I co-curated in 2016 with Joel Allegretti.